Posted on August 25, 2008 - by Alexis

Gamma Meditation Update

t has been several months since I’ve posted here. A lot has happened in that time.

I stopped gamma meditating every single day because it just wasn’t feasible for me to be able to squeeze it in every day. Instead I’ve scaled down to several times a week. And just recently I introduced a mix of Theta Meditation into the mix.

Here are some of the more notable changes that have happened in my life:

PRAYER

I went through a period of seemingly constant prayer. Not a prayer for anything in particular. I just found myself always thanking the Universe for my blessings.

It’s not that prayer is a strange concept. But I became a habitual pray-er overnight. Everything was begun with a prayer and followed up with a prayer.

I’m still praying. But now I’m going through a slightly different period of introspection that makes me wonder, who am I ultimately praying to.

I’ll go into this topic in another post.

HIGHER ASSISTANCE

When I work I feel like I have a CONSTANT assistant guiding me. I’ve had concepts flying at me that I knew came from a higher source. Not to say that I’m stupid, and that I couldn’t have created these ideas using my own brain power.

It was like being an actress up on stage… forgetting your lines… and having someone whisper them to you.

I feel a very distinct separation of me (Alexis) and the Higher ME. The thoughts come across in very different ways. Very clear and distinctly different.

Not like “I wonder if this will work…” More like, “Say this… do this…” And knowing that saying it or doing it is 100% correct.

INTUITIVE ABILITY and SYNCHRONICITY

This is where I’ve seen some of the more remarkable changes.

I’ve always believed in the concept of synchronicity. And I’ve had specific instances where I’ve seen synchronicity play itself out in my life. But I’m finding that synchronicity is less of “sometime” thing, and more of a “look-around-it’s-happening-all-the-time” thing.

Your environment… your immediate surroundings… will show you exactly what’s going on in your life. Your everyday life is a series of synchronistic events. However you don’t normally see it, because you don’t expect to see it.

You normally only see it when you notice the big things. For instance, you’re thinking about an old high school buddy, and suddenly they pop up at the local coffee shop. We attribute these types of events as synchronistic because they appear out of our range of normality.

Just recently I was thinking about why I hadn’t reached a certain financial goal that I’d been striving for over the course of many years.

I looked around at my immediate environment. I was working in the dark. The only light in the room was coming from the computer.

If I got up and turned the light on I’d see that there were several big messy piles of paperwork that needed my attention. They’d been sitting there since I moved.

Relating this to my business life, and why I hadn’t reached my targeted goal, a lot of it has to do with me figuratively sitting in the dark. Not being willing to turn on the light and clear up some clutter. Just shifting the clutter around and allowing my eyes to ignore it. I’m used to working in the dark. It’s okay.

Is it synchronistic that I was sitting in the dark? Intuitive that I see the correlation between the dark and my failed financial goal? I believe it’s both.

A CALL TO SERVICE

I’ve always looked at myself as a hardcore money maker, not a humanitarian.

But in recent months I’ve volunteered as an anonymous bone marrow donor. I’ve signed up to become hospice volunteer. And I’m feeling like I want to devote my life to matters of the spirit.

It’s like the door is open. I see the door is open. But I’m dancing all around it.

The scene that plays in my head is from an old Indiana Jones movie. Indiana has to cross what looks like a bottomless pit. He is forced to take a step of faith into the pit, only to discover that what looks like a bottomless pit is really an optical illusion. There are rocks there to support him across the chasm.

I know that I will soon be placing my foot on what looks like a bottomless pit. But when? That’s the question.